Saturday, 1 June 2013

Janta hu mein, tu mujhh se durr hai...
par tu mere dil ke pass hai,khas hai,aas pass hai,
mein har waqt tujhe hi sochta hu, chata hu, dekhta hu,
Aakhe band karta hu, toh tujhe dekhta hu....
aakhe kholta hu toh tujhe dekhna chata hu...........

Tu uss chand ki tarah hai,
jise mein dekhta hu,
sochta hu, intazar karta hu,
chata hu haar pal, haar waqt.....
Par janta hu.....
Dharti aur chand chalte hai saath saath,
reh nahi sakte ek dusre se juda,
Par kabhi milte nahi.......

Tujhe sochta hu mein hhaar pal,
Tujhe chata hu mein haar pal,
Tujhe pyaar karta hu mein haar pal,
Tujhe dekhta hu mein haar pal,
Par mein chata hu tujhe itna,
Ek zindagi ek pal si lage.......


Tum ho toh hum hai,
Tum nahi toh hum nahi,
Tum hamara sahara bano, aur hum tumahara....
Yeh zindagi aise hi kaat jayegi haaste haaste,
aap ke saath se.....


Tujhe haar pal dhundta hai mera maan,
Tujhe haar pal sochta hia mera maan,
Tujhe har pal chata hai mera maan,
Tujhe haar pal aapne paas baith dekhna chata hai mera maan,
Aakhe khule toh tujhe dekhna chata hia mera maan,
Aakhe baand ho toh tujhe dekhna chata hia mera maan,
Aur jab aakhri baar aakhe band ho.....
Tujhe dekhte hue hi baand ho....
Yeh hi chata hai mera maan......


Sometimes when you want to hold on tight to people,
the only option is to let them go....

Dard mein hi hum khud ko pechnte hai,
Dard mein hi hum,khud ko jante hai,
Kaash yeh dard mere saath hamesha rahe,
Kuyoki mein kabhi khud ko khona nahi chata.....

Monday, 22 April 2013

some more thoughts.....

Ek tare ko dekh ke Mein bhaut khush hota Hu,
Us tare ko soch ke Mein bhaut khush hota Hu,
Us tare ko pane ke liye, Mein haath aage badhata Hu,
Fir achanak se mujhe dhayan aaya hai, Mein dharti pe Hu aur Wo aasman Mein......


Chot khane ki toh aadat si ho gayi hai
Chot khake tut Jane ki aadat si ho gayi hai
Ab toh chot khane ka nasha ho gaya hai
Ab toh chot khana jaise jeena ho gaya hai


It hurts when you love someone and can not tell them how we fell about that person. We get jealous even if do not have the right for that. We want their time, even if we can not demand that. Although our hearts are breaking in silence, we still continue to love them because in this hurtful love there is still hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend.


Ppl always judge you by ur actions and nt knowing the reason behind it.............true story........


Itni baar tut ke bikhar chuka hu,
itni baar bikhar ke jud chuka hu,
mein khud ko nahi pechan pa raha hu,
Mein kya tha, aur mein kya ho gaya hu.....


Mujhe aaj wo din yaad nahi jab meie ne aap ko phele baar dekha tha...
mujhe aaj wo din yaad nahi jab mein ne aap ki aawaz phele baar suni thi,
mujhe aaj wo din yaad nahi jab meine aap ko pheli baar bolte hue suna tha,
mujhe aaj wo din yaad nahi jab meine aap ko pheli baarchalte hue dekha tha,
mujhe aaj wo din yaad nahi jab meine aap ko pheli baar rote hue dekha tha,
bus wo din yaad hai jab aap mujhe chod ke chale gaye,
kash ke aisa hota.....
ki meinwo din bhi bhul jaau jab aap mujhe chod ke chale gaye......


jise bhi hum ne chaha hai,
jise bhi hum ne maan se socha hai,
jise bhi hum ne maan se aapna sahara mana hai....
ussi ne hume bich raah mein choda hai......


dard ne hume jeena sikha diya,
dard ne hume durr rehana sikha diya,
dard hi ek hai jo hamara sacha sathi hia,
par kya kare,
jab se tum mile ho, dard ne bhi aapna daman chuda liya hai.....




Monday, 7 January 2013

Some more of My Thoughts.......


Days they come and days they go,
Our journey halted, time moves slow...
Now i am clueless, now i am lost.....
Trust is useless when you are gone,
I am not sure of your choise,
Viewing life alone again,
Entangled  by your voice,
Understand i love you so,
Please hear me out this time,
Once you are finished letting go, will i still write these rhymes....
Nothing ever mattered, as long as you held my hand....
Make sense of this and understand.


One day you will want him again, but he wont be there.
One day you aregoing to want that boy.
The boy who knew he was not perfect for you,
That boy who still cannot bring himself to hate you,
That boy who saw past your pretty eyes,
And treasured things about you that no one cared about,
The boy who realizes he may never have your heart again,
But will carry the image of you with him forever,
The boy that sees this and still loves you,
The boy that waited and waited for you to change your mind,
The boy who finally gave up just like you told him too,
The boy that should have you, but doesn’t even think that he deserves you.



This is my wish for you;
I wish you comfort on difficult days,
I wish you smiles when sadness intrudes,
I wish rainbows to follow the clouds,
I wish laughter to kiss your lips,
I wish sunsets to warm your heart,
I wish hugs for you when spirits sag,
I wish friendship to brighten your being,
I wish beauty for your eyes too see,
I wish faith so that you can believe,
I wish confidence for you when you doubt,
I wish courage to know yourself,
I wish patience so you accept the truth,
I wish love too complete your life.


When i see you, the world it stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you.There is nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and its a beautiful place and there is only you. Just you and my eyes staring at you. When your gone the world starts again and i dont like it as much. I can live in it, but i dont like it. I just walk in it and hope to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. Its the best thing i have known or felt and that is why i stare at you........


Why do people say i can die for you,
When, they can say i will grow old with you.....


Bhaut si baate hai jo mein khena chata hu....
Bhaut sa dard hai jo mein batana chata hu......
Bhaut si yeh baate labo tak aa kar ruk jati hai........
Bhaut sa dard aakho tak aa kar chalakna chata hai........
Kisi ki baho mein ja kar tuut ke bikharna chata hu......
Par kya karu, kisi ko aur dard dene ki himmat nahi kar pata hu.....




Is jaam ko labo se laga ke dekho.....
Is chilam ke kasha laga ke dekho.....
Is duniya ka har ek nasha kar ke dekho.....
In mein wo nasha nahi....jo kisi se pyaar mein hai.....
kisi se pyaar kar ke dekho.......

Saturday, 5 January 2013

My Thoughts.........


Aaj wo din yaad karta hu, toh aakhe naam ho jati hai...
Wo raat bhar jagna, padhai ke naam pe masti karna,thode se paise jama karke ek maggi ka packet lana, aur use teen logo ne share karna.......
Aaj wo din yaad karta hu, toh aakhe naam ho jati hai.....
Wo sharing mein ghumne jana, wo petrol ke liye laad padna,wo contri kar ke hi party karna, wo udhar maagna  aur wapas na karna, wo aapne ghar se jada unke ghar pade rehana.....
Aaj wo din yaad karta hu, toh aakhe naam ho jati hai.......
Wo raat ko kahi chai ke liye milna, naye naye khane ke restaurant dhundna,kuch nahi toh wo preeti corner ke pass pade rehena......
Aaj wo din yaad karta hu, toh aakhe naam ho jati hai.......
kaha gaye wo din aur raate,wo dost aur wo thode se paise.......
aaj sab kuch hote hue bhi....wo dost nahi hai paas.......
aaj wo din yaad karta hu, toh aakhe naam ho jati hai.......


Hum aapke aakho mein duniya dhund lete hai,
Hum aapke sahare ke liye duniye se laad lete hai,
Hum aapke saath ke liye duniya ko chod dete hai,
Kabhi aapne mummy papa ki aakho mein thik se dekho,wo bhi ye hi kehti hai.......


aye saki ye to teri aadao ka nasha hai, warna is sharab mein wo baat kaha jo inn kadmo ko ladkhada de....


There must be something in my blood that i get drunk,coz whiskey is kept in a bottle also........

Peace is not to be searched outside but within ourselves......

Why the distance seems shorter while returning home........

when u hurt sumone its actually you who will get hurt in the process.......

Why do ppl want the person they have to change according to their needs rather than accepting them as they are............


aaj tum nahi ho paas toh mein sochta hu,
tumhe chata to bhaut tha mein, par pana kabhi na chaha.....
tum saath the,aas paas the...wo hi bhaut tha..........
tum se do baat kar leta tha,thumare pass ro leta tha.......
tum us hawa ki thara the, jo dikhai to nahi deti.....
magar jis ke bagair jiya bhi nahi jata......
aaj tum nahi ho paas toh mein sochta hu.........


Three things that can even  break the greatest of friendships......
Money...
Anger....
Expectations......

Aaj mein is raha pe nikal to pada hu.....
Daar raha hu......aakela hu........
Janta nahi aage kya hoga......
Kitni baar gir kar, chot khaa kar uthana hoga......
Daar raha hu.......aakela hu........
Par jab palat kar dekhta hu........
Ashaoo se bhari naam aakhee......
mein fir chal padta hu.....
Aaj mein is raha pe nikal to pada hu.....
Daar raha hu......aakela hu......

Aaj yaaha se palat ke dekhta hu.....aur sochta hu...
Kasha mein ye nahi karta.....kash mein wo nahi karta.....
Iss baat ko uss tahara karta.....iss baat ko uss tahara nahi karta......
Kaash meine ye kiya hota.....kaash meine wo kiya hota.....
Fir mein socht hu...agar mein kuch bhi badal du.......
Toh mein wo nahi rahunga jo mein aaj hu.....

Yeh suraj ki pheli kiran ko dekhta hu toh aisa lagta hai tum aas pass ho...
Yeh sard havao ko mehasus karta hu toh aisa lagta hai ki tumass pass ho....
Yeh pheli barish ki mehak aati hai toh lagta hai ke tum aas pass ho...
Yeh poonam ka chand mein jhilmilata pani ko dekhta hu toh lagta hai tum ass pass ho....
Yeh mausam aur fizaye toh wo hi hai, par tum aas pass nahi ho...........
Kya badal gaya hai......
Tum ho, shaad mein hi tume mehasus nahi kar paa raha hu......

Kabhi kisi ke itne karib na jaana, ki dur jaana mushkil ho jaye......
Kabhi kisi se itna dur na jana, ki karib aana mushkil ho jaye..........


Har choti baat se aapki yaad aati hai....
Teri yaad ke siwa mere pass aur kuch hai bhi nahi .....
Kaha chale gaye ho aap......
Yeh aakhe hamesha aap ko hi dhundti reheti hai......
Hamesha lagta hai ki aaj aap ka phone aa jayega.......
Hamesaha lagta hai ki aaj aap ghar aa jaoge......
Kaha chale gaye ho aap......
Kaha chale gaye ho aap......
  
Hum yeh sharab pite hai gum bhulane ke liye.....
Hum yeh sharab pite hai sachai se durr jane ke liye........
Par kabhi socha hai.......
Jab hum nashe mein hote hai........
Hum sab se kareeb gum aur sachai ke hi hote hai........
  
Inn shabdo se mujhe pyaar hai,
Inn shabdo mein meri soch hai,
Inn shabdo mein meri unkahi baate hai,
Inn shobdo mein wo baate hai,
Jo aap kabhi samajh na paaye.......

I only cry in the rain now, so that no one can see me crying.......

Kuch shabbd labo tak aakar ruk gaye the,
Bhaut kuch khena chata tha mein tum se,
Yeh tum bhi jante the, aur mein bhi......
Tum jante the , tum mere sab kuch the......
Par ab tum pass nahi ho......
Aaj bhi wo shaabd labo tak aakar ruk jate hai.......


Yeh teri aakho ka dard....
Jo mein har pal mehasus karta hu......
Yeh jo teri aakhe hamesha dhundti hai.......
Jo mein aap ko kabhi lauta nahi sakta hu......
Yeh jo teri aakhe hamesha naam reheti hai.......
Jo mein kabhi rok nahi sakta hu........
Aye maa mein teri ye taklif kaise kaam karu........
Aye maa jo tune khoya hai wo kaise lauta du.....

Take the road less travelled.......
Into the unknown......
Were u have no sense of place or direction.........
It is the place where u will find who u really are.....

If god gave me a perfect wish.....what will i ask for.......
I may ask him to make me like water, so that i will mix with anything.....
I may ask him to make me like the wind,so that ppl will nt be able to live without me.....
i may ask him to make me like the earth, that gives us everything that we need.....
i may ask him to make me like a tree, so that i can help ppl even if i am dead.....
i may ask for so many different things........
but, i think i will ask him that god dont change me ever....
coz i do not know how will i be when u change me into somthing else.......


Yeh samaya thamb sa gaya hai.......
Sab kuch chal raha hai, par mein kahi ruk gaya hu......
Uss waqt se aage baad nahi paa raha hu.......
Uss waqt mein hi ji raha hu....
Uss waqt mein hi jaal raha hu.....
Uss waqt mein hi maar raha hu....
Yeh samaya thamb sa gaya hai.......
Sab kuch chal raha hai, par mein kahi ruk gaya hu......



When i will be gone.....
I dont know hw ppl will remember me......
Will they forget me.......
Will they remember me forever.......
Will i do good for one person.....
Will i do good for a lot of ppl.......
Will ppl hate me or love me even after i am gone......
Will they be grateful of knowing me......
Or will they be happy that i am gone.......
When i will be gone.....
I dont know hw ppl will remember me......


We cannot choose were we are born, who our parents are...
Who our relatives are......who our brothers and sisters are......
A persons can really be judged only by the friends he keeps......
Because only there we have a choice........


Yeh rahe kaha le ja rahi hai mujhe,
Yeh rahe kaha se la rahi hai mujhe,
pata nahi uss moad ke aage kya hoga,
anjani rahe.......kidhar le jaoge muje........kidhar le jaoge mujhe.......

a tree gives everything it has and expects nothing in return........
it gives u shade when ur tired....
it gives us fruits when ur hungry.....
even in death it gives us wood......
father whenever i look back and think about u......
ur my tree of life.......
i know i can not give u anything......
but even if i could b half like u........
I would think i have achived someting........

It is the saddest thing when someone you know, becomes someone you knew........


When you have to wait for someone, time seems to stop moving.......

I smile, because i want other people around me to smile,
I laugh, because i want other people around me to laugh,
I have fun, because i want other people around me to have fun,
The moment i stop all this, everyone will move away from me the very next moment......

I like any B & W photo ,
Coz ppl do not get a chance to show their different colours.

jis ka haat pakad ke chalna sikha.....
jis ne haat pakad ke likna sikhaya....
jis ke kandho pe baith kar duniya ke saare sukh dekhe......
jis ne is kabil banaya ke aapne pairo pe khada ho sake.....
kyo wo beta aapne hi baap ko bhul jata hai,
kyo wo beta aapne baap ka haath pakadke uska sahara nahi de sakta......
kyo wo beta bhul jata hai ki,wo hi baap sirf do shabd pyaar ke sunne ke liye taras raha hai........
jisne usse aapni jaan se bhi jada pyaar kiya.......


log pite hai gum bhulane ke liye.....
par mein kya karu.......
jab mein nashe mein hota hu,
to aisa lagta hai mein tere aur pass aa gaya hu........

I will never say that i will bring the stars for u.....
I will never say that i will make a Taj Mahal for you.......
I will never say that i will die for you......
But, i will say this today,
I will never leave u,
I wil always be with u....
I will always b there in whatever step u take......
I will grow old with you.........


Jab kabhi mein ek baad ka paid dekta hu......
Papa mujhe aap ki hi yaad aati hai....
Jis tahara baad ke paid ki jade aasman se niche aati hai
Usi tahara papa aapke kitne haath mujhe sambhale ne ke liye hamesha khade hote hai......
Kash ek waqt aisa aaye...ki aape ke liye mein ye do haath hi khade kar saku.......
  
Everyone has his hell.....
Everyone has his heaven.....


Eyes are the true reflection of a person......


Showing your power over people or getting angry does not make you great,
Forgiving people for their mistakes does......

A great man has power over people due to his nature.........


We always walk alone in this life...
We get the illusion as to people are walking with us.......
They are just walking along a parallel path.......
They are also as alone as we are.......


In anjani raho pe chala ja raha hu,
Na disha ka hosh hai, na samaya ka thikana.....
Bus chale ja raha hu.....
Sab taraf ghor andhera hai.....
Tum kya chale gaye,mere jeevan ka suraj hi chala gaya......


 A soulmate is not a person with whom you live for the rest of your life,
They are who show you how good you can be,
They are who show you what you can achive,
They are who show you what you can become,
And hope that you stay the same for the rest of your life.


Never end up with a person you love,
Always end up with a person who loves you.


Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, thinks about you all the time. Because one day you when you get from your sleep and realize that you have lost the moon while you were counting the stars.

Never Give up......


Hi all......writing after such a long time.....

What is problem? Is it the feeling of not getting what we want or working very hard for something not able to achieve what we are working so hard for or is it seeing all your friends and cousins going place and you stuck still there......undeserving people getting everything in life very easily....loosing someone.....knowing someone becomes someone you knew.......

Well these are all very depressing facts....I know it....

I will not say or tell you any stories about great people and how they overcame their problems in life and achieved greatness, because your problems are different and theirs were different.....

Some people get things easily and some have to go through so much hardships....but the sweet taste of success after all the hardships is, is......there are no words to explain it.....those who get it easy, don’t know it.....and those who get it easy in life are not fighters.......they will crumble under difficulties....hence they get it easy.....

Everyone respects them more who fall  and fall and fall...but never stop getting up, who never give in....no matter what....because they are the strongest of people and everyone knows that you can depend on them in time of desperate need...

Always challenge yourself and challenge GOD.....tell him have you got anything more hard to throw at me....I will not break.......I will not give up......because you never know how far you have came and you must be giving up at the last moment...so always, always look behind and see how far you have came.........

And someday great stories will be told about you.......